It's been rough for me during this bear market rally, but I think we've come to the point of exhaustion for it. Who knows though, we might see another pump. But I'll bet that with the market open tomorrow, with all the selling that'll commence, we're going to see a bearish cross with the EMAs.
All I want for Christmas is a 20% down day. Perhaps we will get it on this upcoming wave.
@jobudunks, yes, very disheartening, but i believe this is a defining period for bears. i am 90% in long term puts; i will either explode in profits or go wait in line at a soup kitchen. the drawdown on the portfolio is incredibly excruciating. but i was in the same position back in february. i was down 80% in portfolio value but it blew to 30x. best of luck.