the curtains has opened... emotions have become untamed; stage fright kicks in- way to overcome; tunnel vision; listen and appreciate birds sounds--- spotlight not on me. :talk to yourself, overcome scrutiny' - muting everything except you..
thoughts has been complex; ..disbelief, love blinding: (John 1:5), et lux in tenebris lucet. notes from the basement"; down if you are.
studying in class; getting louder and louder !! notes flying all over! chancellor speech and ideas distracts- drift off to daydreaming, reminiscing, imagining. doodling in textbook, sending love notes, presentations and exams, winning and losing competitions.. New' laws, Old Style & New Style dates; Fate? is all so confusing. step away, recognizing real mother nature's beauty... -there is such a thing.
search for purpose; often lost in translation: .love, rebalancing forces,..genuine happiness- with or without. gossip and insecurity dulls the minds- love shows its affect- no mask no cap; each our own leader; mind control yourself. trekking through amazon forrest --dropping honest crumbs -if lost, retracing you wont fool yourself..
Altruism; resuming to revive great thinkers and dreamers.
in the end; "we're all just walking each other home" "good thoughts produce good results"
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- walls here better noise cancelling. - each step cautious, good intentions.. - mindset, attitude, and focus better here- developmentals recognizing - character hard to believe just as life is hard to believe.